Famous Last Words

2010-02-24T22:22:00.002+08:00

nv update agn. dis blog... shld b dead.

---------DEAD----------------

19,Fri

................................................................... went out study wif syg? i 4gt la. yea went out study

20,sat

nth nth nth

21,sun

nth nth nth

22,mon was planning go out wif syg bt he fell sick. strt of exms! erm mt 1st. was ok la. it was weird 4 me dat da 1st part of da paper was hard n da last part was easy

23,tue

eng exm. hard n cfm lose alot of marks. i 4gt da format. dam. CROSS COUNTRY!!!. dammmm was tired. i tot it wld nv enddddd. if any1 wans 2 film getting lost in a mount fuji area. dere wld b da perfect place

24,wed

chem & phy test. arghhh i flunked both. i think. chem ok bah i did ok. phy cfm fail alot i dunno bah ==

hoping to pass my SS n maths wif flyinggg colours. hoping 2 get an A. dun mind 2 or 1.

lastly. on tur. i was hoping 2 bump into either tyki or baka n i did. wif baka. bt nt wif tyki. XDD tykiii too bad T.T u weren't in amk ToT

2010-02-18T14:46:00.003+08:00

5 days nv post anything

sun-dun rmb

mon-dun rmb

tues

met tyki & baka 4 belated v'day tyki gt me a lolli(remake) n a card :D dam nice le >.<>

wed

met b 2 help me wif my eng ad which turn out niceeeeee

thu

nv cme sch :\ alot of rashes went 2 doc. bored nw. n headache dam

2010-02-13T10:14:00.001+08:00

i srsly hate my mom nw. she dosen even try 2 understand me she always think she rite.

fucker. anyhw judge ppl only. as if she noe ANYTHING. bloody bitch. i cnt even xplain 2 her dere she go rambling mother fucking shitz. nw i used 2 love her. she n her thick skin mind

2010-02-10T21:02:00.003+08:00

k haven update agn. erm

8 feb, mon............

mon met syg 2 study :).gave me the pendant. i tot we were gettin it aft sch XD aft dat slack. nt much thing happen.oh oh gt buy takoyaki also lucky~~ k datz al

9 feb,tues

went out wif syg agn. den went causeway point go lib. aft dat makan at banquet. den go arcade play awile. den slack once agn. da new york cheesecake dere? nt nice! esp wif choco syrup. dosen match.

10 feb,wed

went out wif dl. do tp. den buy malt candy. strawberry & honey(2gether) my current fav! dam nice XP. bt mine dam hard. den slack while eat ice cream.

thu gt drama. den fri go check up wif syg n his dad.

nth much goin on. i wanna bake wif tyki n baka either dis comin mon or tuessssss D: tel me when u freeeeeee

2010-02-07T13:05:00.004+08:00

kay been 2 days nv update

fri
jap classssss aft dat tok 2 him datz al :S

sat
outing wif syg.
our course
amk hub-->changi airport terminal 3-->jurong sports complex-->jurong point--> smewhr arnd boon lay XD

kay met wif syg at amk hub at 7++ in da mrnin den top up card n i think i took da card off when its stil red n it didnt insert da money. den syg had 2 top up 4 me :(.den went 2 changi airport terminal 3 2 kill time XD.aft dat went go jurong sports complex. he dam mentel at dat tym lor! XD. alot of things happen n most of dem dam obscene. went 2 da slide 1 time only last tym i go dunno hw many times lor. den i lost my googles n sunscreen :\. CFM DA UNCLE STOLE IT!! XD. k den nt dat much money n went window shopping in jurong point. bought sushi. da lobster sushi was da best. den went 2 smewhr arnd boon lay n went 2 da playground. took pics go hme gt sick body cold(wat mom told me) n force 2 take 2 fever med n 1 flu med. dis mrnin wake up my temp ok my body.... lots of scratches n aches. dam....

btw my skin turn even darker =.=

here r da photos dat syg lazy post(sme only) XD

2010-02-04T20:03:00.002+08:00

okkk nv updated agn

mon had...... maths remedial

tue had..... hse practised. wanted 2 skip so dat i cn go out wif syg 2 study fer my chem bt by mr.ong law i cnt :\ dam upset lor bt met him aft sch :) wif dl.... den when otw bck hme he freaking kiss me infront of dl =.=. aft dat she told me at hall she feel lyk slapping him XDDDD. was moody at first den xplain 2 syg den ok liao hehe ^^

wed went out wif syg 2 revise n study fer chem. buy da cakes dere yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuummy i wan mre D:. syg bought choc truffle. aft dat i bought oreo cheesecake. hehe dam nice sia. den went 2 a blk yada yada yada went bck hme feel dam freakin tired den went 2 slpp

today-thu
resting day realli.went hme straight away. i cld hav slept bt den ltr lyk ytd cnt even slp XP. tok 2 syg 4 da rest of da time catch up on thats so raven series n nw he teaching ryan so i go watch yamanade :P. CIAO~~~

2010-02-01T16:18:00.003+08:00

lalalalala~

passssss my phy test wif FLYINGGGGG colours. 19/26 wooooo

den understood my maths cuz of syg

found a fast way 2 eat malt candy w/o it bein stuck 2 ur teeth yum~~

fav candies r nw malt candy n mochiiii

replay is officially stuck on her head. NO SHORTY >:( XD

is bored

goin 2 watch tsd :D yayyyy omg penpen here i comeeee >.<~~~

tmr goin out wif b aft sch. 2 revise chem >.<

2010-01-31T01:20:00.007+08:00

ps i didnt write dis in da previous post cuz its givin me sme probs

n 2 aslah, i kinda tot abt smething when u said u were jealous when i was tokin abt steven. when he erm so called part ways wif me i dun hav any1 2 go 2 n al i cn do is cry n bite cry n bite cry n bite hehe.yea i did dat bt i nv cut hor!! i nt til so emo n depress til lyk dat :\. when u came 2 me unexpectedly 1st u made me laugh den i told u my probs n i cried(hard :\ i was emotionless ok kept it al in XP)den i was smiling agn cuz of u.u've made me smiled lyk i nv did even when wif steven ok. i love syg i realli realli do. i feel so dam lucky lar 2 hav u when deres so many gurls out dere u cn hav hu r sooo much btr den me blehhhhhh suke la tu sukeeee la tu haha. u've showed me wat light realli is :) i wish i cld do da same

2010-01-31T00:34:00.007+08:00

Tyki & Baka

love dem both muchies

out of 8 bf 4m sch only dis 2 remains n was nt my closest of the closest b4

all from different sch bt we r stil 1 :D as otaku clique >.<~~

i dunnid 2 ask dem 2 cheer me up whenever i'm dwn cuz dey wil always does random acts dat'll make me 4get my probs n laugh along.

i realise nw i hav nth 2 ask 4 wat i wan anymre. cuz i alredi hav wat i nid :)

i nv fite wif my mom anymre n most of da time we joke arnd

my sis n i always share boy band intrest XP so hme was nv boring

i juz realise hw my dad was so laid back XD

my bro introduce me sme awsome recommended shows lyk glee club

i hav frens lyk dose 2 up dere n sch frens lyk natalie,claudia,yun qin,dl,ken,charmaine

i hav a loving/caring/funny/talented/smart(he cn pass n lvl w/o being reviewed by a teacher wif gd marks smemre WTH?!?!*jealous* =.=) bf lyk aslah

2 tyki, u've been havin sme probs lately rite?sry i'm realli sry i didnt realise.bt i'm glad u've found sme1 2 tok 2. everything wil fall into place trust me :). 1 min u'll b hurt n cryin n da nxt thing u've smiled agn. don't give up ok? u've stil gt support dun 4get dat. it dosen't have to be the same if you don't like it :) words and actions can make a huge difference XDD stay cute n cheerful kays? lovescxzzzz

2 baka~ kip smsing her alrite XD i think ur smses r 1 way dat cn make her happy :) stay close manscxz. i'll come to u if i EVER nid a anime referance XP

2010-01-30T18:28:00.003+08:00

ok very lng nv blog was tired n busy

mon:

went out wif syg 2 bowling XP. dam fun la n he dam gyler XDD. gt 1 strike aft syg teach me new method XP so its partly ur fault n partly thx 2 u XDD den went 2 private place n u dunnid 2 noe wat we did n den we head hme.den mom found out n i gt into trouble n stil haven settle it on dat day

tues:

wat i did on tues.... oh ya aft sch went 2 252 n slack wif dl den below her blk den go hme chat wif syg on skype. mom tok 2 me n den we gt 2 kip our relaintionship :) heee

wed:

CIPPPP. team up wif david n james. dl on another group awww. giv out flyers only we did 1 blk only le den release.

thurs:

urgh aft sch gt remedial den aft remedial drama den found out i lost my wallet n found out my fren has it. she come bck sch bring wrong bck den syg ask me meet smemre. terpakse her giv 55 cents. den meet syg 4 lyk wat 10 mins? cuz mmom told me 2 b bck by 7 chicken!! he gav me souvenier also. a realli sticky 1 XDD. den gt hme in time

fri:

went 2 library 2 study wif syg 2day. wa lao i understand chem SOOOOOOOOO much btr nw le. i'm gna pass dis exm lar. aft dat stil early n we dam tired n cold so took 262 da lng way hme. hehe

2dae:

CIPPPPPPPPPPPPPP once agn. dis tym nt carry small papers of flyers. dis tym carry a bundle on it. gosh. gt scolded gt pissed bt alot of laughter XDD fun n tiring n dirty n aching. dun cal me wonder women cuz my bck was alredi aching when u cal me dat =.= den took bus hme n syg ask me go bck slp n rest. nw he eatin n i blogging. time flies fast.

k datz al tmr cafe 13 lalalalala XDD

i miss you D:

2010-01-24T01:02:00.002+08:00

~~~~~

i wun reveal much abt 2day :P juz super duper happy n rather kip it 2 myself
juz wanna recommend toothfairy. its dam funny

i love you ^^ muacks missing u~

♥

2010-01-22T18:55:00.000+08:00

sme1 has been loved~♥ XD

bby is out nw he nid carry 30kg of things le D: weight of a child srsly O_O

sch went by fast 2dae >.<>

da fb satues dam funny

married in a relaintionship married in a relaintionship.

tk habis habis

tmr 2pm~~ abit nervous >.<

bt stil gt 4 bucks XDDD

omg it look lyk 2 papers. no its nt i dun waste paper(mayb on drawing) its double sided. da 2nd 1 looks abit scary looks dam bloody O_O da red realli wasn bright >.<>

k shld b datz al nt realli much things happen

came bck tok 2 mc den bby came when i takin pic ;p pai seh XD

hmmm things goin swell~~~

signing off~

i love you boi~♥

sake sushi?

2010-01-20T20:05:00.002+08:00

lol fun fun 2day

went 2 sake sushi wif charmaine,claudia n natalie.

da waitress dam

annoying >.<>

den when meal cme everytym spy on us XDD bt da YOUNGER ones r NICER.

den eat til dam full charmaine go order mre ~.~

den cnnt finish throw inside container >.<. den da waitress spy spy agn.

we faster eat mochi den zhao.

go bck 2 da place we meet up den split da food

took some photos went 2 toilet c animal shop ask abt part time job den go home

told my sis abt da job reward her wif da sushi i took den slp den found 3 conv when i wake up. send off9 msg 2 alt,chat wif dl n boi n do my biss XDD

upload da photos fast fast hor :p

2010-01-17T20:13:00.002+08:00

juz came bck :)

1st day fri.

nite at chalet. was ok bah. da uncle at bbq was nice. ate too much. way too much

2nd day sat

mrnin swimming. learn hw swim bck bt nt enuff strength 2 kip kikin in da deep pool >:(

cme bck dl cousins wan swim o swim bck agn

cme bck guest came n i stayed in my room wif my earpiece,book and dl's father snoring while dl dwnstairs entertain guest

at nite sit at balcony emo wif dl den accidentally slept den dl sis wake us up

3rd day

woke up at 6.brush teeth ate joke wif uncle drink cappa c sunrise get swimming things ready swim at 7

got off at 9 den went 2 dry our swimsuits den 30 mins when da cousins awake we got ready our swimsuit things agn n go agn til 11

den watch cafe 13 ♥.♥ the band was a repeat ep :\ at 1 we went 2 da beach den took sme shells n injured my finger deep :\. dam effin pain ler. cme bck dam hot went swimming agn den hungry so order pizza hut ate den blow bubble den went bck n go com :D

i rarely took any photos cuz my phn sot sot n kip shut down wrong button yada yada yada da usual tantrums.n i rarely hav da time.

u remove me huh.....

2010-01-12T21:42:00.003+08:00

its nite bt its hot >:(

had a new plurk acc. otaku!!! nv add me!! >:( dispite many many warnings XDD

k GOIN 2 CHALET WIF DL!!! HOLA~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

gna miss that's so raven tho AND CAFE 13!! T.T dam mayb i shld ask my bro 4 da copy ;(

da chalet is 2 celebrate dl niece 1st mth bday bt i gt 2 stay over ~~~~~~~

1st tym i nv tot my parents wld let me hehe.

so wil b gone 4m fri nite til sun nite yehaw XDD

wil b bringing hmewrk.

party al nite mannnsxcz hehehehehehehe

k datz abt al. nth much or new during sch so..........

bye XD loves spams~

2010-01-10T13:58:00.002+08:00

haha i'm annoying :p i'm gna stop tokin arnd 4 awhile.....

k ytd cca recruitment wasn as bad as expected

it was fun bt when it came 2 givin out da flyers it shouts boooooring

k datz al been happening :)

tmr goin bck sch

n erm................

nth much happen ok dne bye XD

love hurts

2010-01-08T18:32:00.002+08:00

"mo i dun wanna love anymre ;( give up la.its too painful.it hurts everybody. yet such things exist. yes i'm still thinking bout dat. 'i wun hate you,i wun love you either and i wun dun care u' "

tmr cca recruitment.

i dunno wats happeniong i dunno wats da theme

dam i stil confuse.

=.=

nvm i noe hu 2 look 4

2010-01-07T00:39:00.002+08:00

sch was ok. a lil wierd wif da new classmate n al. i haven update cuz of mix wire of da internet. k

1.i'm sick

2.i'm enjoying sch accept 4 phy n chem.

3. i miss art lesson 2dae =.=

4.i miss eng so i dunnid pass up hols hmewrk :p

5. i totally didnt giv da flyers 2 ellie >:(

6. same class wif dl is nt so bad bt we had 2 b seperated durin phy,eng,chem n FNN/art

7.i'm sick ;p

8.collecting money fer various things

9.cnt wait 4 bday

10.cnt wait 4 escape

11.dunno whr he go

12.missing twi-ku n otaku

13.absent 4 2 days

k datz abt it. i hate sec 3 books =.= dey're so heavy everyday

i have flu,fever n sore throat.

i;m bored

done lol ciao

2010-01-03T00:57:00.002+08:00

tmr... my free time is over :).... alot of things happen over da hols..

1.bonded wif steven :)

2. get 2 hang out wif old frens

3.united wif old habbos :D

1.he thought me alot of things realli. cuz of him nw i cared mre abt my frens n life is nt al dat boring nw :D

2. i miss dem so much n nv knew hw much it meant 2 me aft i met dem agn dis year :D. n cuz of dem i noe whr 2 get my arashi !@#$%^!&&#@!%^$@ photobooks T.T KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

yea i did alot of things i nv get 2 do when sch time. sure i regret alot of things but... most of dem were memorable :) nw 4 da last day i juz wanna sit at hme relax n get ready. yosh! XDD ittekimassssss~~

2010-01-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

hmewrk....hmewrk................................................................... dam i stil haven do wth am i doin here? n i gotta work soon nid buy baka's prezzie @_@

2009-12-31T19:28:00.001+08:00

....ignore me again... i still dunno wat happen 2 him... n he dun wan tel me smemre. feel so useless

2009-12-31T01:39:00.003+08:00

the day we parted

its painful but if things r nt goin 2 b da way it used 2 b den we mite as well part... its painful bt if its btr nt 2 tok so often its even btr n easier 2 part ways instead.

things r nt goin 2 b same nw i shld get used 2 dis

sry i was such a pain 2 u. i knew 1 day u're gna hate me n leave me even tho u promised u wun leave me alone. bt things hav been tough on u too so i dun wan add on anymre of dat so i letting go. i knew i shldnt hav confess during ur moody period bt i guess i didnt think dat hard abt it. al dis happen bcuz i love u. nw... i shld realli disappear

2009-12-30T03:31:00.001+08:00

the world's turning cold. everything's crashing down. i have no soul anymre. i'm gna change. nth cn chng dat nw.

haish..no mood

2009-12-29T04:18:00.002+08:00

27 dec

went out. 2 find items. 4 zhu's bday n 4 mom. got lost otw a.k.a climbing stairs 2 hill fallin in a hole n walk 4 2 hours. gt bck hme did my stuffs head 2 bed. early

28 dec.

went out wif tyki n aidah 2 alvin n chipmunks 2. cute as always.da chippets was btr. went around and found alot of things

otaku house:

cosplays!

headgear

mega cute plushies.

n many mre

comics collection:

news poster

HSJ poster(dat was quick =.=!)

yamapi poster

ikuta toma poster

kinokuniya:

OMG ARASHI COLLECTION PHOTOBOOKS

hsj photobooks n comic

news photobook

al sorts of jdorama photobook

news,kattun,kanjani8,hsj calenders

i'm so gna buy arashi books

went 4m chua chu kang->teck whyne->dhouby ghaut->plaza singapure->bugis->amk hub->bishan park 1->hme lol

tired. sian. no mood. so i wun upload photos :)

2009-12-26T16:42:00.002+08:00

hate my

handphone

computer

msn

all throwing tantrums

computer kip restrt agn n agn den smetimes cnnt on den smetimes hang al of sudden n dam freaking laggy

handphone kip auto shut down esp when i sending msg or when i recieve msg n dat msg cnt b seen

msn kip dc dc dc no matter hw many times n i dun freaking noe Y!

lastly

WELCOME BACK

AIDAH

going 2 2 trips muz b tough. i sure peng san. bt muz b alot of fun :( envy envy. cnt even go anyway other den johor bahru XD.

tyki & aidah

2009-12-24T23:44:00.002+08:00

aww nw dat i've seen tyki's post i'm missing them so much :(.dey're da only amk pri sch frens i'm close wif.last tym i hav lyk wat? 8? nw left aidah n tyki.

i'm known tyki since kindergarden. 9 years goin 10 (AND COUNTING) i stil cn rmb dere were 3 atiqah in kindergarden XDD. we weren't so close last tym unlike nw bt we knew each other :D

aidah i've known her since i dunno p4 or p5? if i cld rmb i cn only open up 2 her n nt 2 others :D. w/o wrying bout anything. shes wil b da 1 hu cn liven up da party wif her major otaku fantics XDD.

wish we hang out mre often XD. mayb we shld go escape theme park 1 day :D. it'll b loads of fun. fee is 17.90 tho i think. imy ily guys XD

2009-12-24T02:00:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg i finally found it :D. tagboard u're irreplacable XDD.nth's btr den u :D!! lol gna link up da web in case i lost it agn =.=

2009-12-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

gt a new tagboard :( it sux i wan my old wan bck!

ok aft i had my brunch dl called den while we chat she suddenly ask if i wan rain's no. HELL NO. i aint gna giv my no. 2 a fren whom i dun even noe XD.

den she wentover 2 da other side of da phn n said "eh rain! u've kena rejected!!" AHAHAHAHA den aft dat i heard dl said smething bout him callin her hp. ok...dat i dun mind.

least he wun c my no.aft dat i dunno wat was happening cuz dey were speaking in dier own lang dat i dun understand(no its nt chinese n nt hokkien either)

den dey mention smething bout boming >.>

n den she ask if i wanted 2 cme acc her n cheryl go amk,

since i had nth btr 2 do i went. did almost nth since most of da time we were at da head wear shop.

bought a comb. n waited fer da 2 ladies 2 do wateva dey doin.

den went amk bought food blah blah blah went hme wif dl den went hme

zhuzhu in rite timing juz wake up n sms XD. den he nid charge phn so i went 2 slp.

wake up abit dizzy den zhuzhu tel me go lie dwn.

i did den sms bck nw waiting fer his reply :S. which was ages ago

a VERY happy birthday 2 27th-year-old

AIBA AIBA AIBA AIBA u're my fav among al 5 XD i love youuuuuuuu (nt as much as i love him :S)

u make me happy when i'm sad when his nt dere XD. i wil watch ur vids n laugh al over agn no matter hw many times XD. b my bro alredi wil u -_-. anyway merry christmas 2 u >.<

2009-12-23T20:53:00.000+08:00

shit i cnt remember wat type of cbox i use T.T. any1 remebers? ahhhhhhhh

very long never post

2009-12-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

erm ok lets strt wif dis

great most of the photos r sideways -.-" oh well

18 dec 2009

erm ok according 2 my another diary i told him abt running away n he said he wasn angry n said if i nv think lyk dat he'll b ok n dat erm k made me happy cnt decribe it. dam its at da tip of my toungue>.<>.

19 dec 2009

bought da things above ^^

list:

earpiece

adapter 2 earpiece

iron

rice cooker

4 story books

1 cook book

highlighters

marker pen

pencil box♥♥♥♥

mechanical pencil & lead

20 dec

ok took da whole day dl-ing battle forge. and in da end mom barge in n told me 2 slp WHEN I JUZ STRTED PLYIN. n erm cried during da nite. think alot n too much. y do i feel so useless ==

21 dec

fever great -.-. cme bck zhuzhu emo :( den i told him wat happen think he ok liao den aft dat tok mre den usual :S.den at nite he ask alot of things >.<>

cn i dun giv up on u? :( its hard

4:56

2009-12-17T15:23:00.002+08:00

my first time :D. but giving up :) its too bad XDD. planning watch thats so raven. n juz watch kenna's b-day bash on utube XDDD cn hear his high pitch voice n saw his feet only -_- in 1 sec XDD.

dun wry

u're free

bt i'll b dere 4 u always :)

2009-12-17T02:05:00.000+08:00

note to self:

never ask him questions when he moody

yes i'm DIS depesrate

2009-12-16T01:05:00.002+08:00

for now i'll postpone wat i wanna do...

go be dere for her bah. she nids sme1 2 support her. it da best u cn do rite? so go on n cheer her up :). b dere fer her every sencond. u cn do it >.<

i'm letting go..

2009-12-14T19:53:00.003+08:00

he make clear i make clear case closed dne here n waiting 4 check it out yo! XDDDD

n lastly

tyki twi-ku hope u will hav a gd time tmr on ur trip XD. be safe be well eat fruit n i'll c u when u get bck XDD

2009-12-14T11:36:00.002+08:00

great. just bloody fucking great. al dis while its fake. i tot i was ur close fren. bt dis "close fren" cn b ANY1. hu da freaking hell was i tokin 2 al dis while a recorded doll? i cnt believe i even TRUSTED U. man was i a fool.... it was juz me fantisizing WASN IT?! al dose moments when u were happy...is al a DAM DREAM!!

2009-12-13T00:43:00.001+08:00

haha juz a simple sry n i cn easily 4giv u.... haish...sacrifices sure r painful...

2009-12-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

lalala bored he came back bt nt 4 lng den zhao. his bro use com. nt replying my sms. nvm bah. i shldnt b selfish. i mean i too made him wait. so nvm nvm. haish....

you came back ^^

2009-12-10T22:35:00.001+08:00

omg i stil cant believe hw happy i was when u sms >.<>.<(praying hard dat reading my blog is nt part of ur daily life >.<) i think nw, aft ur disappearance i began 2 treasure u mre :). adding on my outing wif old frens n a lil chat wif truth, think it open my eyes abt frens :)

i now cn confirm

i love you

ytd...

2009-12-05T19:03:00.002+08:00

went out wif tyki n aidah. twi-ku n otaku XD

so me n aidah went 2 tyki hse 1st unexpectedly n den she told us 2 wait fer her n shuts da door leaving us outside wif snowy. haha den we went 2 amk hub 1st n bought takoyaki 4 breakfast. den went 2 cheers. aft dat we took da tain 2 go j8.watch a few moments of army daze. went 2 arcade and played LOADS of games XD esp basketballand den we went and bought lunch and da place was full so we went bck 2 amk hub 2 eat. aft dat took neoprint. didnt manage 2 decorate last 2 since time was running out XD. n den we went 2 tyki hse. cut neoprints den go out agn.was planning 2 go bishan park bt we decided 2 go thomson plaza bt we took da wrong bus n lazy 2 go bck so we went bck 2 hub end up in da arcade agn n we tried da catchin machine. i've tried 10 times n yet i didnt catch 1. aidah tried twice n caught wat she WANTED. dam lucky XD. den we went hme n i totally crash. end of story

where

did

you

go?

life is boring

2009-12-02T11:08:00.001+08:00

is there anything new 2 learn? deres no meaning to life anymre == no excitement.dere used 2 b tho.bt its gne nw. nth cn replace it tho.n nth cn achieve my dream ==.no money. feel lyk giving up

2009-11-29T17:30:00.002+08:00

didnt make it on fri ^^ he was busy. nvm another day. eh cnt believe ur bro stole ur money fer da escape >;[. save save til enuff hor ^^. den steal bck ==. blehhh. been watching tsd n com gne case. it emits a surgerical heart beat when i on it when it dosen work. n smetimes it works n smetimes it dosen. me n my sis planning save up 2 150 cuz my bro n dad dosen care anymre so yea. ==. nvm least hav work nw :D. well datz al gna watch tsd agn XD nice nice

bye bye

you don't know i love you so ^^

2009-11-26T14:53:00.002+08:00

u're goin bck 2 da way u used 2 b huh... i've tot u chng bt i was wrong. u alredi noe hw much it hurts me bt u did it agn. if..u dun wan tok 2 me juz say it. n i'll leave u alone. i dun hav 2 suffer da sme exp agn

goin out

2009-11-24T13:04:00.004+08:00

sooner or later goin out. chng my blogskin :)

cnt wait fer fri ^^.goin out also *swt*

right now,the proof that you're one to two steps ahead of me

helps by breaking the growing silence

you pretend to be amused listening to someone else's story

but i want to continue seeing your smile so i swallow my words.

i'll show you that i can protect every element that colours you.

i'll be by your side no matter what

i will take away every little thing that saddens you,

gomene

2009-11-22T01:25:00.000+08:00

Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so

wow dis reminds me alot >.<

n it didnt happen twice >.<

blehh

2009-11-15T12:38:00.002+08:00

sme things r nt meant 2 b forgetten n sme cnnt b forgotten even if we wan 2. hw cn i? it alredi happen n bcame part of my life n lasted fer mths :). u may chng nw bt it wun chng da past wil it? u've hurt me many times bt its ok..if u're sincere...n nv take advantage agn...

2009-11-08T21:42:00.002+08:00

eh juz cuz small dun think cnt c hor juz a click cn c whole thing XP

contract:

i promise to abide your contract(i wun die b4 u)

if u promise 2 abide mine(i nv die u dun die)

proof above hor!!

thank you..

2009-11-06T02:44:00.002+08:00

*hugs* XD as promised.acc u all nite >.< lovessss XD ok dat sounded wierd considering 4m a blog dat is viewed 2 public :o.

"go die for all i care!"

2009-11-06T01:56:00.001+08:00

sry...i didnt mean it...i regret it...bt i cnt wind dat bck....i wish 2

2009-11-06T01:09:00.003+08:00

listening to

dear maria,count me in-all time low

whoa oh-forever the sickest kids

lalalala bored nth btr 2 do steven go toi let.waiting waiting waiting blehhhhh.buay tahan == earpiece kinda spoil 1 side cnt hear walao! k nvm haha 28 dec hope duan li free ^^.

k bored signing out buh bye

2009-11-01T23:18:00.001+08:00

k i'm ok liao nt moody anymre. settle liao. stl frens. abit ackward bt wil get used 2 it n go bck 2 normal blehh. k bye LOL anyway

CALLING OUT TO EVERYONE OUT THERE CAN SOMEONE TEACH ME HOW TO MAKE NEW SKIN?!?!?!?!?!?

saw jessie's quiz results

2009-11-01T00:29:00.003+08:00

jessie's results

You tend to laugh and joke around when you are with everyone, but you feel lonely and empty when are all alone. you cry alone when you have stress and problems. you often have many problems that are bugging you, but you never show them out on your face. you are not as cheerful as they thought, but you just don't wish to spoilt the mood of everyone, hence you hide your emotions inside. you are just a weak human with feelings afterall

mine

You often feel left out of the clique. you seem like you do not know what to say when they are all laughing at some random things at times. you wish they will notice your quietness. you are trying very hard to hide the feeling of loneliness even when you have friends around you. there is a lonely soul living inside you.

both like sme ler =x. i mean hw i am nw

frens..only nid 2 b dere fer dem n practically do nth bt make u smile

2009-10-31T19:26:00.002+08:00

i think a caring concern fren...is juz a mask...dat wasn suppose 2 exist.i no lnger believe in dis kind of frens...cuz i noe 1 day...dey wil btray me n it wil hurt alot.i only nid frens hu'll b dere fer me no matter wat mood i'm facin.its as simple as dat bt hard 2 do cuz u dun hav al da free tym u hav.

2 duan li:ty ty fer bein my sista even tho at first i was so dam stupid into fallin her trap n made u cry.i wish i hadnt n i realli regret it. i noe sry wasn enuff bt i cn make it up 2 u by bein dere fer u.lol i cnt say dis on phn ya noe i'll cry haha!.ya i noe i emotional :x.no matter wat ppl say i'll still b ur sista unless 1 day i decide nt 2.bt made me feel glad ya noe dat i'm da only 1 hu noe wat u truly like.n mayb charmaine noes dat too xp. n ty fer bein dere wif me when i cried bout "dat" if u noe wat i mean.sry i hung up on u xp i didnt wan u 2 hear me cry. its hard ya noe 2 express ur feelins wif juz words.

2 steven:u've been a great fren 2 me.n i noe i wasn.seems dat bein dere fer u is nt enuff.nw i dunno hw much tym is wasted when i was dere trying 2 figure out hw cheer u up xp.ok dat sounded lyk ur fault.its nt ok.dun blame urself i choose 2 do it myself.i'm nt used 2 dis kind of things.al my other frens..were happy enuff wif me bein dere while hugging dem or advincing dem.bt its nt enuff fer u.n i cnt...do anything other den dat.haha i sound so useless xp. yea i'm nt wat u expect me 2 b n i'm scared...i'll change 360 degree n..treat u da way i treated marcus...realli when i c myself lyk dat i wldnt wan 2 b frens wif her XD.i dun wan 2 chng.esp infront of u.u say u dun feel da way i said bt i do.so i've no choice.bt 2 let go. stay happy ok? XD

2 charmaine: blehh i dunno wat 2 say ahahaha.ok 1st u sooo popular XD random bt u hav diff sides.juz lyk i do.we're alike yay ^^.bt u're mre cheerful den me on da outside datz da diff.i cnt beat u la u too hyper xp.diff ppl is 2 b treated differently rite? 2 care fer deir feelings. yup i agree.n i did dat too.bt wat if u dunno hw 2 treat dat certain person? i also dunno wat 2 do le xp.dis is new i askin advice 4m u XD usually u ask 4m me bah :p.

2 natalieee: lol one word funtard.nice 2 b arnd u.n u cn choose ur own way.i dun mind u bein wif ice :p juz cont b frens wif me on da shadows side cn ler.bt u choose 2 b wif me so its ok lol. n rmb da slow dance ok? LOL RANDOM

2 dordor: wow ever since we open up 2 each other i feel we bcame closer LOL.aiya cfm u nv come here ler =3=. oh ya i nv go 2 ur blog n tag again hor! =x shldnt hav mention dat == dun cme chase moi >.<. eh dun think u alone ok.i stil here.kb also here momo also.ben n jackie also =p

2 momo: momomomomomomomomo XD ur name sound so nice sia. unlike mine sound lyk mice kip kikikikiki XDD abit lyk cik pon LOOOOLLL. eeee serammmm cfm u also nv come here XP. bt glad u open up 2 me also we 3 bcame closer hor! XD bt less chattier lately.mayb cuz busy? goin eoy ler cfm alot of preparations.sry dordor sry momo >.<

dis days....

2009-10-29T18:43:00.011+08:00

29 oct 2009

ok got learning journey went 2 da NEWater.i like da virtual rowing best bt didnt get 2 ply it dat much.sry its blurry.den went hme meet up wif dl den go hme n saw my granma XD.she juz came 4m malaysia.den aft dat chat wif steven.fun fun

28 oct 2009

my father bought dis hme so suddenly.pls he love animals. he bought hme fishes to kitten to birds ==

TOOK ALOT OF RANDOM PIC WAS BORED

dis is btr den above 1! 1 lost child dere XDD

duan li♥ one of my sisters XD

esp.dis quite nice

26 oct 2009

ok i smehw hate dis pic == its da last tym i c him :) bye bye
24 Oct 2009

yay loveee dis day XD.erm went 2 fetch steven at amk hub 1st.den go arnd find him a watch n find his fren a prezzie.den aft dat i called dl dat i comin n we met at my hse busstop.da plan was i go lib 1st den i go sentosa wif steven.waited fer da bus.marcus dl n steven were present XD.den play play play til go lib den go kfc.den aft dat dl n marcus acc me n steven 2 amk elavator dat lead 2 da mrt.got lost awhile >.< agn ="="" guard ="=".horrr">.<.den when reach mrt steven say his father pick him up so he go 1 stop only.den i go my stop bt take wrong mrt.go bck 2 da place i came 4m >.<.den i realize dat n go bck agn.den go follow directions n got on da rite mrt.hurra.aft dat i ask dl whr is she n she at jubelee.so i went dere n meet wif her. n she told me bout her boring tym at arcade XD haha.XD lucky i go wif steven.den go everywhr at amk hub den went hme XD.nice nice.n i was havin too much fun i 4got take pic =X.so i end up takin pic at da expressway when goin back 4m sentosa

13 oct 2009

meet goldy!

dl take w/o me noticing

2009-10-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

haish conf 2dae was diff n funny

i shall vow my promise here

i,rohani, shall

promise/swear/vow

god/human/dog/cat/sheep

dat i wun tell da secret til u say it urself

dere XDD

dey planning 2 bring me meet benedict. tho i aint looking forward 2 it :S

it'll b ackward lyk dat tym i met marcus. at least his da talkative type bt i cn tel dis ben is a shy type n so am i (2 strangers at least)

oh well

2009-10-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

2009-10-03T22:59:00.002+08:00

slacking pll!!

bored

2009-09-26T22:37:00.000+08:00

bored,busy nth 2 do. dis blog is sooo gna b dead soon....or ltr.lazy 2 update. lately everyday seems so tiring. hasih...

2009-09-14T23:50:00.003+08:00

was bored so took pics.random ones lol tired arh datz al i hav actually nitez

2009-09-12T18:40:00.003+08:00

pls oh pls let dem come sg sistic promise u earn lotsa $$ XDD juz let dem come or u say high demand den take da 1st n 2nd!!!

IMM ROCKS ALOT

2009-09-06T00:59:00.006+08:00

ytd i went wif my sis n mum 2 da warehouse stated in da newspaper or so dey say.i told its lyk a pasar malam but 2 think it was only shoes sale dat filled wif plenty of old design look(nth fancy) dat cost mre den 30 bucks == diaooo. very rare 2 find good ones. n usually dose gd ones r out of size. esp wif no heel.den i juz bought a cooling spray(which i realli lyk) n a dead skin scrubber which dosen even cost mre den 10 bucks.den went 2 imm n nw its my recent fav mall.we went 2 fair price n giant 4 groceries(pics below) n me n my sis gt seperated 4m my mum.so we spread out n look 4 her. hp no use my mum dosen hav it. n when i gt bck 2 da entrance my mum called out 2 me n i found her AT DA INFORMATION COUNTER. 2 think she was goin 2 report a missin child of a 16 year old n 14 year old ==. den we went 2 chck out clothing n groceries n bought alot of goodies. it was heaven(or hell 4 my mum) when we found a sushi heaven.so i bought unagi n cucumber n shoyu(soy sauce).i also bought oyster king mushroom as i saw hw da way matsujun cooked it in ans n wanted 2 do da same.den went out n 2 think we hit alot of japanese stale >< >< ><.deres alot i wanted 2 try like crepe,takoyaki,tepanyaki,yakisoba omelette >< end ="="

was at da butter n cheese section.

1st pic: me! i wanted 2 buy da cheese 4 soup bt 4gt bout it == my mum $$ le ==

2 pic:i always wanted 2 try a mirror image of dat kind in da supermarket XDD so was testing

3pic:brown-sis wif head scarf-mum. my mum is da shortest of al my sibs. even me.

1pic:yogurt drink. i wanted 2 buy 1 at first bt 4gt bout it. den my mum suddenly told me 2 pick a drink n i run off 2 dat section agn.available r apple n aloe,mango n oren n straberry n berries. i took da oren n mango.

2pic:my father bought dis 4 me b4 it was good bt less == i wan mre bt too ex

3pic: ate it at my frens hse. da mini pancake dat is. taste lyk normal pancake == only nid 2 heat it n eat it wif syrup. cn make no nid buy

4pic:looks del bt dunno whether is halal. my mum says she cn make it

this is gooseberry.my mum told me a story dat when she was young she went 2 da forest(she was born in malaysia) n pick dis kind of fruits. she says it taste lyk milk. so we bought it along wif our first time bought blueberries.i ate da gooseberry n it taste lyk mangosteen but alot of juice. yummy ^^. n da blueberries.....a great dissapointment. i was lookin 4ward 2 it bt 2 find it was too sweet n normal. nt dat surprising as da gooseberry.

lng post in hist.dam tired.work tmr the end. jess when u gna stop commenting? lol random

goin bck 2 pre sch

2009-08-31T21:28:00.002+08:00

i went bck 2 pri sch den met aidah 1st.den ken n wil cme n ken is unexpectedly popular(yea nw den i noe) n every1 started teasing him. den we went in n in cme some piercean hu i noe but didnt noe dey were 4m my pri sch(a.k.a jun han n erni). my batch quite few compare 2 last year batch.n my sis batch i cn c only 3(sufiyan,hafizah n another guy which i dunno).den cme tiki hu hesitate 2 go in at first. u cn c hw nervous she look when she had eye contact wif da security guard.den in came da guys(naru,shafiq,hadi,ryan,fatemy,nizam etc etc)den cikgu also had time 2 come. n we chat.i took da least photos == so no photos 2dae.den went 2 lib den pang seh tiki n went home wif aidah. and gt sick al over agn. so i slept =3=

the end lol~

otanjoubi omedetou

2009-08-30T12:14:00.003+08:00

happy birthday matsujun!you've finally as old as my bro T^T

changed skin

2009-08-23T00:35:00.002+08:00

arashi ♥.♥ i juz search 4 it in blogskin n surprisingly dere was a skin. hard 2 choose 4m happy days 2 dis but dis is cooler so XD omg i was so focus on aiba i 4gt hw sho look like in dis.oh well he did cut his hair n i aint redoing it al over agn. exms r over some results nt too happy. n da main main reason i'm nt posting as much as last time it bcuz my utube acc is ban. nw wat does dis gt 2 do wif anything? well i dunno y but it seems dis e-mail i'm usin wil b stuck fereva unless i chng it. n if i log in hear i cnt go in utube as dis acc is permanantly banned dere.so when i log in dere its another diff acc+story here. so if i come here i'll nid 2 relogin bck when i'm in utube n its such a pain as i'm dere frequently.i'll juz login if deres a nid 2 lyk read jessies post or do a quiz or sme1 tellin me 2 updated <.<............

i'm bck bt nt 4 lng

2009-08-10T02:02:00.002+08:00

very very lng nv post y?

1.currently intrested in a group artist which led me 2 watch deir variety shows.dere were plenty

2.watching lotsa jdorama under da influence of nino,sho n ohno.(yamada tarou monogatari & maou made me wan 2 watch mre)

3.were very busy since i'm goin out mre n mre nw

4.mre addicted 2 facebook so da updateds were dere.

5.slacking :x

6.dl dl dl dl dl non stop.currently trying 2 collect $$ 4 harddrive at dis state ==

7.addicted 2 utube since dats were i mostly watch updateds on arashi

so ya c. even i hav stop gaming n dl games. its too boring.watching is way btr.n sch gettin mre boring w/o dr.fang. screw da termination form.4 nw i've updated da music 2 my current fav.

its late n im sleepy so nites

quiz

2009-07-17T16:22:00.001+08:00

All of the 14 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesnt have a blog .
write the name of 14 people that you can think off the top of your head .
Then answer the Question .
(not in order)
o1) Ken
o2) LC
o3) Naru
o4) Natalie
o5) Duan Li
o6) Charmaine
o7) Suria
o8) Jessie
o9) Momo
10) Derek

11) Rich
12) Alt
13) Ansem
14) Baby Char

o1) How did you meet 7 ?
Answer : When i come out of my mom's insides ==

o2) What would you do if you and 13 never meet ?
Answer : den he wun b my gramps

o3) What would you do if 1 and 12 date ?
Answer : AHAHA WIL NV HAPPEN

o4) Have you ever seen 14 cry ?
Answer : Nope

o5) Would 4 and 11 be a good couple ?
Answer : wil nvr happen :)

o6) Do you think 11 is attractive ?
Answer : honestly dun noe

o7) What is 2 favourite colour ?
Answer : bluee

o8) When was the last time you talk to 9 ?
Answer : 1 second ago n nw shes tokin agn

o9)What language does 8 speak ?
Answer : eng,chi,jap n lovey lang

1o) Who is 13 going out with ?
Answer : currently searching?

11) What grade is 12 in ?
Answer : erm nt sure

12) Would you ever date with 10 ?
Answer :depends

13) Where does 5 live ?
Answer : near my hse XD

14) Whats the best thing about 3 ?
Answer : his unexpectedly diff 4m others :) in a very good way

15) What would you want to tell 10 now ?
Answer : KONBAWA DEREK-SAN XDD

16) Whats the best thing about 8 ?
Answer : everything? she xiao girl

17) Have you ever kissed 5 ?
Answer : OMG NO WAY

18) What was the best memories you have with 7 ?
Answer : errrr...... nt sure

19) When's the last time you going to see 6 ?
Answer : mayb when i graduate?

20) How is 14 and 12 different ?
Answer :baby char mre innocent

21) Is 6 pretty ?
Answer : YES

22) What was the 1st impression of 11 ?
Answer : "ah he spelled his acc wrongly" te.....

23) How did you meet 5 ?
Answer : erm 1st day of sch i saw her at da shop under my block den i tot it was one of my classmates datz y she noe me :|

24) Is 1 your best friend ?
Answer : obv

25) Do you hate 12 ?
Answer : i wldnt put it dere if i hate her

26) Have you seen 4 on the last month ?
Answer : nope june hols

27) When was the last time you said to 3 ?
Answer : sodesne...tabun....2 years ago when i ask him when his goin 2 b movin.

28) Have you been to 5's house ?
Answer : NO WAY

29) When's the next time you going to see 10 ?
Answer :if lele invite him in da conv den datz da time

30) Are you close to 13 ?
Answer : a lil

31) Have you been to a movie with 4 before ?
Answer : nope.mayb in da future

32) Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8 ?
Answer : as in fought mayb i nt sure whether real fite or ply ply

33) Would you give 2 a hug ?
Answer :yep anytime

34) Is 1 good with socializing ?
Answer : he gt alot of frens bah

Done ! (:

My Page Pet

2009-06-26T23:57:00.001+08:00

e-learning...

2009-06-26T22:32:00.002+08:00

did dnt e-learning n it was hard ==. nv learn b4. n gt my hmewrk print out.anyway very lng nv blog so bored at it ... some random recommendation

Jdorama:

Gachibaka

Fuma no kojiro

RH Plus

Cartoon KAT-TUN( mre of a variety show den drama)

.

2009-06-22T18:59:00.001+08:00

argh hungry n tired n bored! fasting 2dae 2 repay bck. 7:05pm n juz create my own flan 2day. cnt wait 2 try. lele n momo nv reply anymre i go off. datz al open 2 playfish game hope datz nt risky.

.

2009-06-17T22:31:00.001+08:00

been awhile.today hav drama.yan cme bt dr.fang did nt.oh well its stil da sme.we did hav fun.quite tiring.we did discuss about stupid stuffs.den had bubble tea n went hme ply com :| datz preety much so boring!!

arashi

2009-06-11T08:01:00.002+08:00

ok i've wander 2 a facebook book group dat went against my fav band n renamin it.so i went 2 chck it out dere i saw pll post hey say jump suck arashi rocks den another arashi sux hey say jump rocks.n i exit. i lyk both bands so i cldnt b bothered.nxt i found a vid of arashi exploring da rumoured haunted places in japan.to find out whether its a truth or lie.it was FREAKING scary.pity aiba da most he ALWAYS ALWAYS has 2 go bck 2 da scene even if he alredi fainted fer practically no reason.last note was planning 2 watch da others bt i chng my ming since it was creepier.so nw its mrning n am goin 2 watch agn bye

to al da guys hu went 2 my blog 4m utube

2009-06-08T17:15:00.004+08:00

recently i saw da count rise up very quickly so i tot dat dose hu went on youtube n watch my vids cme hre.well i hav a favor 2 ask.....since u watch my vids i assume u're a hey say jump fan so pls read dis

I'm just posting this because it was a request.

Please don't take this like "holy shit my yuto!! omg i want to kill them all"

Be calm, don't act stupid is all I'm asking.Yes, people like this do exist (big surprise! Right?)I never felt right translating this and I still don't think I should post this.Since I change my mind every second, I might delete this post.

Nakajima Mare’s actions.

I’m really disgusted by Nakajima Mare’s actions.

Even the police can’t handle them and Johnnys are in extremely danger.

Like always, Mare disturbs Nakajima Yuto.

Other members have disruptive fans as well.

Mare walks around with a knife and she’s a person who can kill a person with no problem.

The girl who was dating Yuto was brutally attacked by Mare before.

Yuto have punched Mare but Mare has yet to quit.

Recently, Yuto’s brother became a jr.

When Yuto and his brother are going home after concerts and such,

his brother get’s very scared when Mare is there.

Right now, Yuto is tired almost to his limits.

Yuto’s friends and teachers at school want to get rid of Mare

Seems that they can’t win against her.

But, Mare has an enemy.

Hey!Say!BEST’s member Takaki Yuya

She have been pushed around by Yuya that

Mare is scared of her life.

What will happen to Hey!Say!JUMP if this continues?

Even Johnny san is thinking of breaking up JUMP

JUMP might announce their break up during the concert held in winter.

Only fans can protect JUMP’s smiles.

Shojo (virgin) Group’s member Chinen Mei, Yabu Iku

They haven’t done any disturbance anymore

Even though they want to get out of Shojo Group, Mare threatens them.

Because of that, Chinen Mei and Yabu Iku

Is still in Shojo Group

What an awful people they are…

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Do you know what Shojo Group is?
They disrupts JUMP’s fan, or
Group who have passed the limits of being fans
The typical peoples are Nakajima Mare, Yamada Erika… etc.
Others are Chinen Mei and Arioka Sayaka
First from Yamada Erika’s story.
Yamada Erika is said to sleep-in in front of Yamada Ryosuke kun’s house.
Also, she forcibly kissed him before ….
For Ryosuke kun’s fans,
That’s a very unforgivable matter, right?
Next is Nakajima Mare’s story.
Lately, Yuto kun’s fans have said “Yuto’s eyes look swollen”
That’s because he is worrying over Heisei Shojo Group.
The other day, kind Yuto lost himself and said
“I want to see the face of your parents”
Nakajima Mare mistook that as a proposal and
She seemed very happy about that.
Other Heisei Sojo Group members are annoying JUMP
and JUMP is troubled by them.
Shojo Group have done things that even the police is after them
But they’re not caught yet.
Now, people reading this, I want your help.
Every month on the 10^th, 20^th and 30^th
Please search “平成処女軍団/Heisei Shojo Group” on Yahoo
On news, they sometimes show “skyrocketed keywords” rankings.
If the news pickup on Shojo Group,
I think we’ll be one step closer into getting rid of Shojo Group.
Even if you’re not a JUMP fan,
Will you help us?
Also, please spread this letter to many people as you can!
Anything is fine, from mails to bulletin boards etc.
Please help us carryout this search

Also, this is about Chi.
Did you watch Music Station Super Live??
He didn’t have much energy like he usually does
Didn’t smile when he was singing…
Usual Chi would have smiled when the camera was on him…
Yesterday, there was no smile of that kind
Probably, the reason is what happened during winter con.
If one person leaves, JUMP will no longer be Hey!Say!JUMP.
Hey!Say!JUMP is there because there’re 10 people!!
That’s why, let’s support them together ★
Please pass this around to your friends

You guys want to support JUMP forever, right?
We want 10 people in JUMP forever, right?
You can copy this on your blog so,
please pass this message around!

so dis is it i feel realli realli sry 4 chi.i found a pic on yuto swollen face.it was durin da photo shoot bt i'm nt sure.yuto is da kind hu dosen wan 2 trouble others so his da type hu cn hide deir feelins well bt u cnt hide nature

when i gt dis i was lyk...y his eyes very red?

so mayb dat was da time n dat was da reason.lets juz hope johnny-san wun disband dis group...n hopefully chi cheerfulness n shyness cme bck.

nw mayb sme of u dun noe so wat da report meant by "Probably, the reason is what happened during winter con." dis is wat happen

1)sme gurls kept shouting chi shld leave da hey say jump n dat his voice was nt as cute as b4 n it was disturbing bringing dwn da group.

(bloggers note: r dey dumb? cme on la it stil sounds awesome ok.his way cuter den b4 too.i'm nt even a chi fan yet i'm sayin dis.)

2)when chi threw his signboard at 1 of da fans,she threw bck 2 him

(blogger note: if u dun wan it i'll take it!!! >:(. even tho i'm nt a fan of his i stil treasure his existence.)

VIideoPad Video Editor

2009-06-06T17:00:00.001+08:00

finally found a way 2 convert da format of da vid n da editing of it.been so lucky nwadays.first fix my pod,2ndly found da manga i ALWAYS ALWAYS wanted 2 read n nw dis haishhh

^.^

2009-06-06T03:00:00.002+08:00

cnt dl dragonica :).

anyway juz found ya-ya-yah manga!!!!!!!

YESSSSSSAAAHHH

new fav song in playlist

NEWS-Summer Time

lyrics n translation(NEWS-weeeek & Hey Say JUMP-Star time)

2009-06-04T12:49:00.000+08:00

NEWS(North,East,West,South)-Weeeek

ashita kara mata nichi, getsu, kahora sui, moku, mawatte kin, dou, nichi you
yume no hibi wo daiji ni ikimashou
mou iccho

ashita kara mata nichi, getsu, ka
hora sui, moku mawatte kin, dou, nichiyou
bokura no hibi wo tanoshinde ikiteyukou

saa, ikuzo!

ikimasu~! YAY
getsuyou hajimatta itsumo no hibi
omoikomareta shuumatsu tooi
kayou, suiyou naretekita goyou
tsukutta egao ikutsudarou

kigatsukeba mokuyou
sotto shuuyou asu no yoru kara yotei wa misei dakara
kinyoubi ichinichi kangaeyou
jiyuu de kabe wo buchikowashi ni yukou

hibi ikinuite kokoro ha kumori
bokutachi wa sugisatteku
ayumu kokoro wo akirametara
sokode makeda okiraku ni yukou!

ashita kara mata nichi, getsu, ka
hora sui, moku, mawatte kin, dou, nichi you
yume no hibi wo daiji ni ikimashou

mou iccho

ashita kara mata nichi, getsu, ka
hora sui, moku mawatte kin, dou, nichiyou
bokura no hibi wo tanoshinde ikiteyukou

saa, ikuzo!

doushiyou mo nai moyou
yarukoto ippai de kimochi ha kanpai
ichinichi yojikan suimin de hibi kono tairyoku wo sosogikonde

otona ni narutte douiu koto?
sotozura yokushite 35 sugita koro oretachitte donna kao?
kakkouii otona ni narteruno?

hibi ikinuite kokoro wa kumori
bokutachi wa sugisatteku
yukkuri de ii yamenaide
itsuka sugiteyuku kanarazu isshou ga

ashita kara mata nichi, getsu, ka
hora sui, moku, mawatte kin, dou, nichi you
yume no hibi wo daiji ni ikimashou

mou iccho

ashita kara mata nichi, getsu, ka
hora sui, moku mawatte kin, dou, nichiyou
bokura no hibi wo tanoshinde ikiteyukou

saa, ikuzo!

kurikashi no mainichi de ikiba no nai kono kimochi
megurimeguru memagurushiku mawaru
mainichi wo oyogunda megezu ni life dance

mou iccho

ashita kara mata nichi, getsu, ka
hora sui, moku, mawatte kin, dou, nichiyou
yume no hibi wo daiji ni ikimashou
(4x)
Translation*

Tomorrow, it'll be Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday again
Look at Wednesday and Thursday they'll turn into Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Let's go for our everyday dreams.
Let's go again!
Tomorrow, it'll be Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday again
Look at Wednesday and Thursday they'll turn into Friday, Saturday and Sunday.
Let's keep living enjoying ourselves
Let's continue

I'll continue YAY

Every time Monday starts
I plan for the distant weekend
When it's Tuesday and Wednesday,
I have a smile on my face, Is my jaw locked?
I realize that Thursday is fair and important
I haven't decided on tomorrows night's plans
so I think about it on Friday
as I go and break the wall to freedom
I survive every day with a cloudy mind
As we go on,
if this pacing heart gives up
we'll go at ease in our defeat

It can't be helped now,
I still have a lot of things to do, I feel like cheering
In one day I only get 4 hours of sleep
Everyday my physical strength gets poured into it
To become an adult, what does that mean?
I'll look great now but for the next 35 years
What kind of face will we have?
Are we going to become good-looking adults?
I survive everyday with a cloudy mind
while we continue
slowly and nicely, I won't give up
someday it'll be necessary for a drop of water to pierce a rock.

Everyday is a repetition.
There is not a place to go. This feeling
goes over and over, it gets me dizzy
I wade through every day
undiscouraged, I laugh laugh
Let's go again!

hey say jump-star time
Toki wa hito ni nani wo
Ima tsugeyou to shiteru
Mamoru beki wa kono sumiwataru sora
Bokura ryoute wo hirogeteru

Inochi wo hagukunda
Ano aoi umi wo mite
Negai tachi wa mata
Kaze ni michibikareru mama
Sougen wo kakete yuku

Meguri aeta toki wo omou
Onaji kisetsu mezameru you ni

Hateshinai itoshisa wa kono
Kokoro ni tashika ni umareru
Kagayaki no hitotsu to shite bokura wa
Hoshi tachi no shita de rekishi wo kizamu

Hikaru mono mitsukeru
Sou kimi no hitomi ni mo
Sono kami ni mo hora
Itsumo mabushi souna me de
Hohoende kureru ne

Kimi no namae sotto yobou
Haruka kanata kioku no you ni

Tomedonaku afuredasu kono
Omoi wa niji wo koete yuku
Yakusoku no basho wa soko ni aru to
Bokutachi ni itsumo oshiete iru

Itsu no hi ka tadoritsukeru sono toki wo
Yume ni egaki tsuzuketeru
Atarashii sekai wa
Sono manazashi no
Saki ni aru saa ikou Oh yeah

Hateshinai itoshisa wa kono
Kokoro ni tashika ni umareru
Kagayaki no hitotsu to shite bokura wa
Hoshi tachi no shita de rekishi wo kizamu

Tomedonaku afuredasu kono
Omoi wa niji wo koete yuku
Yakusoku no basho wa soko ni aru to
Bokutachi ni itsumo oshiete iru

Hoshi tachi no shita de rekishi wo kizamu
Hoshi tachi no shita de rekishi wo kizamu

Translation*

Time is trying
To tell people something right now
What we should be caring for is this perfectly clear sky
We are spreading out our arms

We are bringing up our lives
We look at that blue sea
Our dreams
Are still guided by the breeze again
They will run through the fields

When I think of the time we met
It’s like I’m waking up to that same season

An endless loveliness
Was born for real in my heart
We are just one of many sparkles
We etch out history under the stars

I find something that shines
Yes, it’s in you eyes
And in you hair, look!
Your eyes always seem so bright
And they are always smiling

I will softly call our your name
Like a memory in the distant beyond

My endless stream of emotions
Will go over the rainbow
They are always telling us
That our promised place is there

Someday we may struggle
We will continue to paint that time in our dreams
A new world
Is right in front of our eyes
So let’s go, oh yeah

An endless loveliness
Was born for real in my heart
We are just one of many sparkles
We etch out history under the stars

My endless stream of emotions
Will go over the rainbow
They are always telling us
That our promised place is there

We etch out history under the stars
We etch out history under the star

busted

2009-06-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

i kena busted by gabriel i guess haha XDD

finally gt my play list fix.alriteeeeeee.

music playlist spoil

2009-06-03T00:28:00.004+08:00

aww man dunno wat happen 2 da code 2 my playlist.nw cnt hear hey say jump ==.

tired bt fun

2009-06-01T19:58:00.007+08:00

ahh finally bath n HOME.i cnt say much since i'm tired bt 2dae i went 2 mt.faber n some hill i noe nuts 2 spell btr yet pronouce.we played games n climb up n up n up.deres even a senior i admire 4 his kindness.role model

hre r sme new pics i recently found

haish

2009-06-01T01:11:00.003+08:00

quite a hectic day.ok in da mrning shift i gav my sis da com.in da nite is my turn.in mrnin i do my home ec n filing.planning actually.den i sms sme 2 c whether dey finish deir wrkbk.den duan li was free n lent me her wrkbk thru nicholas since she brought her fectic dog.den i went smewhr else 2 do my wrk.halfway she cme wif her dog n i kept running away 4m her.she stil cme near me wth.den she took her bk n i go hme lor.nth 2 do.den finish my hme ec.nw i'm free == anyway tmr outing tues remidial wed remidial.3rd week of june wed drama.haishhhhh.

despo :D

2009-05-30T09:09:00.002+08:00

DESPERATLY NID PLL

2 TEL ME DA LINKS!!!!

ok chill.juz found two SYF photos i've been DYING 2 hav.FINALLY.credits 2 nicole n weijie.found new game quit audi.results release BAD

MATHS-4 (drop 1 grade)

ENG-4(same)

SCI-5(drop 1 grade)

HIST-4(same)

LIT-5(drop 1 grade)

MT-U(drop 1 grade)

DNT-5

HE-5

ART-3(same)

cn it gt any worst? YES IT CAN

...

2009-05-24T14:30:00.002+08:00

TA-DA i hav lost my links!!! wth retrogade sia since fri.til nw.fri ok la it was juz da strtin of da retrogade.drama do fencing n nid 2 turn da wrist alot.do dat fer 2 hrs.den go ply volley n badminton.den ytd wah hand dam pain lyk dislocated lyk dat.nid bandage.den after dat go facebook chck farm town.al my bloody crops died.den 2dae my sis go delete da links 2 when i wan go 2dae.den nw link lost.dam frustrated siaaaaaaaa

GAH

2009-05-16T12:41:00.002+08:00

fasting today.and juz wrote 2dae hey say jump place ><.gah brings bck memories.da post i put on 27th sep r stil dere!!! wow.hope he stil rmbs...lvl 30 target.jiee i tag alott liaoooooooo lol.skit comp here we come *sign*

heehee

2009-05-09T19:12:00.002+08:00

heehee dam fun 2dae.very very memorable.make da rite choice 2 cme dwn n ply n kip my mind of things.lately goin crazy bt nw i'm fineeeee XDD.duan li call me dwn 2 ply la cuz she hav new badminton net at 5pm(thx sis) den we end up plyin volleyball.wif da net of course.den wilfred's sis lina,was dere n another kid.den suddenly da kid went 2 ply volleyball wif us n lina went 2 ply volleyball wif others.ken n wilfred was plyin table tennis.den dey join us.duan li suddenly wan sit n drink == mis da fun larrr.den me AGAINST ken n wilfred ==.TRAITOR!!! XDD after dat duan li sis called n ask her go hme.sooo sad cuz when she go hme datz when da fun strted.both of dem sit lar den i msg also so sit dwn wif dem.den wilfred strted his accent wif da word ball XD.ken find it EXTREMELY hard 2 drink.he about 2 drink den wilfred accent cme.dun try da impossible ken XDD.bt when he FINALLY gt water in his mouth wilfred does it agn n he spits out al da water XDD i cnt stop laughing sia stomach pain.den every1 throw da ball at him XDD.den he kip say dun play wif da ball,dun throw da ball,roll da ball XDD.den da kids join in.after dat wilfred chase ken wif da ball XD.den he run hme.den we ply smemre til 7pm.me team up wif wilfred,lina wif 2 sibs,i think...wilfred say he cn single-handle ply wif dem XD den da kid kip hittin low ball.i hit easy easy he hit lyk power hitter.den he gt his so called uppercut XDD.n wilfred once ply wif his legs ==.wish natalie was dere.den mre fun.nxt tym muz invite.dat 1 den i cal fun.gtg liao sis nagging >< byeeeeeee

teehee

2009-05-01T08:28:00.001+08:00

hee in gd mood 2dae.playin audi wif steven.thx horrr XD.playin destiny on9 :|.waiting fer da trackin 2 finish.habbo i dunno whether 2 quit or nt.rich dosen seem 2 b on9 nwadays too.nvm eos ciao

reach 100 post

2009-04-26T13:10:00.002+08:00

100 post liao..2dae feel very urgh...uncomfortable......very pukey sickly lyk.cuz of dis n dat.i dun even wan 2 b part of it.dat 1 encounter made me dam.....pissed.of everything.dam stressed ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.exams comin up smemre......sry if i hav 2 bail u bt i realli dun wan audi anymre.at least nt nw.....

== kpkb

2009-04-25T10:36:00.002+08:00

im so bored so bored sooooooooooooo bored.dl steps nw.quite lng sia.oh ya n met dat kpkb tmd guy last tym.wan pick a fite sia ==.very obv.bt i kip quiet lar watse my tym.ken also bt i stareeeee he sit dere make eye contact wif me n dl.he pretend we wrong he rite.hu was da 1 hu send da proposal letter horrr.den nw blame us horrr.dam clever wahh *clap clap clap* think we so stupid n go kelly bling bling arh?tmd.nw spread whole sch liao wat 2 do? cnt do anything.al dat trishala fault lar ==.ltr if she c dis cfm she say y u blame me is nt me hu spread wat others also gt wat blah blah blah lyk i freaking care bou ur dam lecture.i'll juz walk away n leave u rambling dere al alone or bring u 2 dat kpkb tmd hongster guy.dis is y i dun sms sme1 4m coffee shop hongster.argh bo mood blog alredi ciao

2009-04-18T13:41:00.007+08:00

den we hav our sports carnival.which was so fast i rmb a thing.

SYF,Sports Carnival,NAFA

2009-04-18T13:32:00.007+08:00

SYF over nw waiting fer results.dat day was fun n we did a great job i say.basically our instructor said dere is goin 2 b 1 ah mor judge n dere was n he practically laugh alot n loud.even our instructor laugh at hw he react.da theatre was bursting out laughing mre den da last performance.after its over we were crazy.playing dare or dare not.some were force 2 kiss some were force 2 confess.and we kept screaming n shouting.we we gt bck 2 sch we nv went bck straight away.sme stayed bck n slack.well here r some of da pics

SYF

2009-04-11T10:06:00.004+08:00

SYF nxt tues.instructor say a big silver n a small gold.cn c every1 is trying very hard n r aiming fer gold.even da tech crew r working juz as hard.well sme crews dun even care.bt main part of it lets hope it'll b memorable since it'll b da sec 4s 1st n last syf.cldnt log in 2 silk road since sserver is full.stil waiting fer steven 2 wake up even tho he say he wil at 9am.bou a new xtra april issue teengae which i alredi hav.n gt lc 2 agreed on buying it.waiting fer my cake on mon.syf day in da mid of 3rd period i'll b gne n away fer rehearsal den board da bus 2 go 2 acsbr den perform.if we cn stay n wnd arnd abit den i'll hav josh bring me 2 da clocktower. c c only no way in hell am i goin in dat plce.n nw waiting fer rich 2 ask him bout smth.bored bored bored

Wild Wild Wet

2009-03-20T21:38:00.002+08:00

went to wild wild wet 2dae dam fun accept 4 da free fall.feel lyk suicide.rode once nv riding agn.i lyk da ular-lar da most.rode it 4 times.3 times da float green fate or wat.bt last is red n blue strips so sad.den went 2 da theme pool.went 2 da slides alot of time n tried diff stunts.den often went under da bucket.also gt shiok river which we called lazy river.da current nt dat strong compare 2 jurong.jurong i cn hardly swim bck.bt dere is deeper den jurong.i cnt even kneel.jurong 1 cn kneel n slide.den also when 2 da "kalang wave" pool.my sis kip trying 2 jump into da float bt capsize it instead,she did it 4 times.amazing. till we help her hold da float.bt she sunk in quite quickly.well datz al 4 nw very tired n cn feel my face burning grrrrrrrr

Audi

2009-03-20T01:09:00.002+08:00

Aha bored wif zwinky alredi anyway dl audi nw i try try.hope bo virus bah.play habbo agn bt dis tym dam fun.gt 2 meet bck gramps,ljj,alt n others.bt cuz of da pixel guy wif his police car my com hang den crash n auto shut dwn immediatelly ==.wth curse him.wan show it off show at park dere alot racer n criminal man.i saw da park was crowded 4 da 1st tym.it was only cuz gt sme sort of race.haiyo n BeSafe- open D.P which i dunno y dey made me a HR dere.I ask when i join den avvy say when i step in.So if i step out means i'm fired la.LoL.rich n i had a lil chat tho.couldnt agree more onii-chan....

well datz al fer nw.audi 10% dl.ciao

2009-03-18T16:58:00.006+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!
nth btr 2 do.juz ply habbo.bt plyed arnd wif isz n onii-chan tho =3=.isz go bully my cat so i kik him.SERVE HIM RITE.Nxt tym dun mess wif my cat HOR!
nvm i go post girls generation

2009-03-16T18:32:00.007+08:00

This r da pics 4m da musuem finally cn upload.i upload sme only :P

Cheryl in khang xi type of clothing

under da "tea" shop.fake only.4m left 2 right.duan li,cheryl,me

and den here is my zwinky

amy-apple

and heres my two pony

up:Moonlight,air pony,child

down:Levia,water pony,mature

ok datz al i've gotta say.nv did much 2dae.juz played zwinky den do on9 hmewrk den feed pony den habbo den zwinky agn n den blog.haish....

Monochrome factor

2009-03-15T18:49:00.003+08:00

watching new anime right now.alot of things hav been happening lately.i cnt keep up XD.ok firstly i nt in SYF anymre since da original actor cme bck.so i dun hav 2 wrry go 2 DAT sch or GETTIN silver or gold so
SRY IF I FREAK U OUT JIE!! >.<
secondly cross country.i actually made an effort 2 run.nv happen b4.esp when havin a dam cold dat hadnt been recovered 4 4 weeks!!! grrrrr.
thirdly MY MOM HAS JUZ BCME A WITCH!!! shes strtin 2 make al dis potion 2 recover me.lyk chinese tea,rose tea,holy tea.FED UP!esp da chi tea i hate it!
forthly tok 2 mc ytd.dam ackward 4 me.lyk wondering whether i've change 4 da past 9 mths or hw am i goin 2 react when i tok 2 her.i cnt even rmb hw i was 9 mths ago.she said i cnt imagine hw much she miss me tho.n realli i cnt imagine :)
fifth i realli gt 2 use da com on march.n much 2 dat info its everyday.bt nt 24/7 i stil nid 2 share wif my sis.n den dre is my father hu treat us lyk kids hu fight 4 da com.dam irritatin.
wel guess datz al datz been happening.haven been updating my blog.lazy la.adious fer nw

went to museum today!

2009-03-14T18:03:00.003+08:00

went to musuem today.sad cnt upload pics.something wrong i think.anyway gettin bored wif blogging nw.ja ne

2 more weeks

2009-03-10T17:19:00.002+08:00

2 more weeks...hope dun bump into him.pray very very very hard he wun stay back.alot of things happen dis few days.hahax.tmr drama n seriously nid 2 improve my dictionary.srs hw?and wun b doin speech day.great.less time wasted.14 of april da day of judgement.dat means sat no tym celebrate la since 3 more days 2 judgement.say gd bye katie hello becca june.tho i hate u ==.

i'm very dissapointed..both in myself n my fren

2009-02-15T14:25:00.002+08:00

Y?! Y DIDNT I STOP HER DEN?! Y DID I PUSH AWAY MY SUSPICION WHEN IT WAS SO OBV!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dnoe hu 2 blame anymre.....me 4 nt stoppin her 4m msging?or her 4m acting out her curiousity dat led her 2 her own grave.or da guy dat cause al dis probs......i thought i could let out al my anger n sadness hre bt it hurts even more.........dres no1 2 turn 2,no1 2 confront 2.no1 is goin 2 ans my qns:WAT AM I 2 DO?!?!?!honestly dis may b my last post i think.cuz dis prob cld cuz my life n my frens.i nv did anything 2 any1.i nv did offence any1 dat cld kill us.al dis is cuz of 1 short letter....wish me luck

MIA

2009-02-14T19:15:00.001+08:00

well some of u may think I've disappeared n i only tel some bout it so SORRY.i MIA awhile hor

2008-10-12T00:23:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG SRSLY WATCH IT

cnt put embed code so heres da link
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fM7njUYlgcY

haha

2008-10-12T00:19:00.002+08:00

finally ==.anyway LC I SRSLY GONNA GIV U LECTURE ON MON WHICH IS UR BDAY!!! U SRSLY NID !!!!!!!! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR anyway CNT CNT CNT WAIT 4 DRAMA!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DA PHOTO!!!!!!!!!!! i like i wan keep i dun care >:D

wat happen?

2008-10-11T16:01:00.002+08:00

wat happen to co?its too weird.if u were goin 2 close it u shld hav discuss it first.stop being selfish and think everything is ur fault n ending it w/o discussin it wif any1.cant u AT LEAST EXPLAIN wat has happen